Since everyone else seems to be doing it... >w> BTW, Kei is Ruri's younger sister :3
Saturday, May 30
Today was not the best of my days. I was quite alarmed when Kei came weeping into my arms. She looked so frightened... Her terrified expression - I shall never forget it.
I do not wish to revisit the horrid things I've seen earlier this day, but as I find peace when writing these ordeals upon paper, I shall revisit nonetheless.
Two weeks ago was Kei's birthday, and she had received a native bird as a present from our distant Native American aunt. Kei asked me to name it, so I suggested
Ë:ní'ta:', meaning 'Moon' since the bird seemed to favor the evening than the day. It was only yesterday that Angeal learnt of this new gift; he generally prefers not to mingle in family business.
Perhaps he saw the way I cared to it; perhaps he saw my smile. Perhaps he believed it brought me joy, for even a few moments. He had seen, and the fault was entirely mine.
Ë:ní'ta:' was found dead the next morning in disfigured form. If only it was I who discovered it, then such an expression upon her innocent face...
-Ruri
-- Edited by MakinSushi on Saturday 30th of May 2009 11:00:59 PM
-- Edited by MakinSushi on Saturday 30th of May 2009 11:53:43 PM
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
I only wish the gods would spite him. How could he spit such foul words...
'Savages', he says. He's no better than his foolish father.
One day I shall avenge my mother's broken heart. His blood in my hands; his knees knelt before me; his tears shed for his broken lover - whatever it may be, I shall have it. The sweet taste of vengeance to my lips.
I regret only slightly the physical encounter with Angeal earlier this day - only because I had not struck him hard enough. How Kei would laugh in sweet victory to hear of this news. Hahaha...
Yet...
I fear Angeal's bitterness toward me is somehow justified. Yes, he acts with pure anger and hatred, but mustn't there always be a reason behind an action? And the way his eyes are engulfed in such... raw emotion. I've never seen it in another's eyes. Could there be a deep unknown that fuels his hatred?
I only know so much about my own flesh and blood... That is one thing that I must regret.
I am wishful that there may be no more bitter encounters with Angeal; I have only so much patience, I fear that one day I may lose my patience with him entirely. That is the day that all shall mourn the end of a brotherhood.
-Ruri
-- Edited by MakinSushi on Saturday 30th of May 2009 11:53:12 PM
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
DARN IT TO HELL!!! I wish I could smother his girly little face and end his breath!!
How dare he lay his filthy savage hands on me... That... That... !!!!!!!-
I don't believe that the same blood runs through his veins runs through mine! If I could only spill enough of it, I could examine with great detail- HAHAHAHA!!!
But...
I didn't call him out today only to insult him like usual... I... I was going to tell him that I won't care if his mother came to live with us - since I seem to be the only reason why she won't. But it was his fault!! He knows I dislike being called 'brother'... by anyone!! Especially him... He did it only to spite me!! That... That...!!!!!!
I need to stop losing my temper.
Some useless girls dragged me into an afterschool club. How was I to know that it was a fanclub for that good for nothing Ruri!!!! I was so angry, I kicked down all of their tables and made a huge mess of things... I wanted to apologize, but my ego wouldn't allow it. Then Kei walked in and started crying. I guess she was part of the club too?
God I hate annoying girls.
I'm going to the Host Club tomorrow to bother Ruri again. Fufufu... I'll take my ink gun with me just in case I get too bored.
-Angeal
-- Edited by MakinSushi on Saturday 30th of May 2009 11:52:58 PM
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
I don't understand what's happening to me... I thought I'd gotten over that stupid feeling years ago, but I guess I was wrong?
I'm a ****ing monster. My brother... My own flesh and blood... Let alone the fact that he's a man. And his expression when he... God must hate me now. Ha. No... They say God creates destiny, so maybe I was a product of his anger? That's ****ing depressing.
Stupid campfire. See if I'm going to these stupid trips ever again!! DAMN IT!! RAAAAWWWWRRRGG
I guess I-
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What a weird kid D8< What's up with her clinging to my leg all the time..? I couldn't even finish my previous entry cuz she threw herself at my leg again. But I guess she's not THAT annoying... Damn, she got me! Haha. But.. She's so tiny! Short little midget is more like it! HAHAHA. And she always uses those gigantic button eyes to make me do stuff... And she hits me... And she makes fun of me... And She's... warm. When I'm with her, I forget about him...
HOMG WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. SHE'S JUST A LITTLE KID. I'm 18 already and she's... 15, I think. I don't think I even know her name D8> God, I'm an animal.
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They played some game called 'Never have I' and she confessed to killing somebody... What's up with that? I guess I felt sorry for her or something... I seem to be doing that alot. I blurted her name and things got awkward... So I pet her. I PET her. What is she, a dog?! GOD DAMN IT ANGEAL GET YOUR HEAD ON RIGHT D8< I didn't even realize how bad I am with girls until she came along D8. Am I... hopeless??
-Angeal
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
He's been acting rather strange, as of late. I've known about his.... 'feelings' since I've known he was my brother, but... I thought he'd overcome that problem with time. ESPECIALLY when he learned I was his brother.. and a MAN D8<
He told me to 'stay'... That I should not 'leave' him. I'm... not his lapdog. I suppose I was rather cold to him, but it was only a fraction of what pain he has caused me my entire life.
Perhaps as we grow apart... I will learn to forgive, and he will learn to forget.
I didn't know what to do! No one has ever fainted in my arms before D8
I was only teasing!!! She's just so.. innocent >///A///<
I'll have to be careful with her from now on. Such a fragile heart... But she IS a client after all. And not MY client, mind you. Where's her Host at her time of need anyway?
-Ruri
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
Hot girls and hot guys everywhere!!! And even some girl who thinks she can pass for a guy!!! XDDD I've had my eyes set on that Host 'Ruri' for some time, but he has so many clients!! I'll never get my turn!!! D8< That 'Yiska' girl is pretty sexy too. Too bad she's a smoker :/ I'm not risking some few precious years of my life to get with some girl. Ha! Hm, let's see... Out of the Hosts... I guess that Vik guy is pretty nice looking too! He's just my type when it comes to entertainment. ha. I can take them all at the same time. >;3
Man, she's annoying!! Why does she keep blocking me?? I thought she was cute so I tried to give her a kiss but she pulls that nasty book on my face! But... I'm not one to give up so easily. >:3 she threw me some book about women and told me to study it. I don't give a damn about some book when I've got my own priorities, mainly to win her over. Haha
I had to play the 'depression' card. At first I didn't think she was gonna give, but alas my experience paid off. >8D
She's a fighter, and that's exactly what I like about her. I'll keep her in mind >:3
-Chou
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
