Lawl...i decided to do this too. Keep my grammer skills running. I really take pride in the way i speak (cause everyone else I know either speaks in some god foresaken code that no one can understand and uses improper grammer. I can't wait to graduate) so i need some type of pratice and was like hey since my life isn't intresting lets do what the other kids did. Lawl. And It'll help show what kind of person Vik really is. Sonnet and Dakota are easier to read
I had a lot of fun today. I teased Vanney a little, the girl who likes Ruri. But like always Sonnet fused at me again. She said, "Your nothing but an annoying shadow like takes pleasure in others people's misfortune." She's half right. If I'm a shadow then I'll annoy the light that casts me. "Your just teasing people to make you feel better about yourself." she said. Then why do I still feel empty...
Sonnet May 30, 2009
One day I'm going to be all alone. That idiot Viktor is going to end up killing himself or getting himself killed. But I found out that if I tattoo him at the host club, yes I have to deal with his tomfoolery but at least there's one less reason for him to get high.
(I feel that maybe this **** is too heavy for the host club...idk...but it gives you a little insight to what Vik is really feeling. =])
-- Edited by Non on Sunday 31st of May 2009 06:00:55 PM
I got a phone call from the king. He said that we were going on a camping trip that Nerdrum's been planning. Can't say I'm too excited for it. Out in the wilderness...fun...But there's the beach which won't be that bad, Sonnet is coming too and my roommate is Ruri. He's a pretty cool dude. At least it won't be that boring.
My parents say they want to talk after I get back. Talk? I don't even the last time they even greeted me and their expecting a heart felt talk!? I had to get rid of everthing before I left. I think one of the maids found my stash and told them. Probably just going to send me to another shrink.
Whatever. I'm not going to let my parents ruin the trip or the summer. I'd much rather be out camping with the host club then at home.
Sonnet May 31, 2009
I've been invited to go camping. I'm actually looking forward to it. I'm staying with Viola. We haven't really talked much but she's complimented my make-up plenty of times. I'm bringing a bunch of make-up so i can teach her I to do it.
I feel sorry for Ruri though, having to put up with Vik. Viktor is such a child. I swear whenever we hang out I feel like I'm baby sitting him more then hanging out. Then again, Ruri seems pretty childish himself so they might get along well.
But Viktor told me about how his parents wanted to talk. I'm worried, I really am. I just hope it's not something that could take him away from the host club. Yes it's pointless and completly insane but it's been helping more then he knows. But he's not out of the woods yet. (Pun not intended...)
Why am I always worried about Viktor? Maybe all that babysitting awoke my murturnal instints. He might as well be a child. When he's asleep he looks incredibaly young. I'll probably sketch it before we get there.
Dakota May 31, 2009
Eeeek! Can you believe it! A camping trip with the host club! Not only do I get to see the Japanese country side but get to spend it with super hot guys!! HOMG!!I got the cutest suimsuit! But don't worry, it tottaly hides that. I also get to camp out side. I don't mind sleeping outside alone. I've been camping before. I was a...boy sout...in america...maybe I should tell them I was a girl sout instead of a boy scout. hahaha! But I can't wait! And I get to see them all in their bathing suits! All those hot guys!! I wish I could share a cabin with them but it's safer by myself outside in the woods. I also heard Ani couldn't come. Nerdrum is good looking but he's really over protective. That could be a total turn on if he was over protective of me! EEEHEHEHE! I should probably stop now. I couldn't sleep at all last night I was soooo excited. I think I'll sleep the rest of the way. I'll rest my head on this suitcase labeled "Not Ani." I think Ani might be inside but how the hell would he pull that off?
We finally got to the camp. Can't say I'm excited. Oh...Ani showed up randomly cover in bandages. Don't know what happend but whatever. None of my business. And there's supposed to be a dance. Whatever. I'm just really tired from the trip.
Sonnet June 1, 2009
We got there. Viktor just slugged around so I was able to enjoy myself. I mean, I like hanging out with Vik, it's fun, but he's to childish. Anyways, I watched everyone else play while I drew a bit. It was really relaxing. And there's a dance. :/
Dakota June 1, 2009
We made it! Yay! It turns out that suit case really did have Ani in it. haha!But the beach was so much fun! And I got to show of my new swim suit. Everyone else's was so much more...feminine...I kinda felt uneasy. Oh! And Aki forgot his swim suit. I felt so bad that he was left on the beach with everyone else was playing.
And there's a dance! I'm so excited! I get to dance with a host! eeeee! I have to be careful not to get too close...whatever! I'm just so happy!! hahaha!!
So something interesting happened today. Ruri's brother was attacked by an army of crabs, Reid was almost hit with a flying Xavier, Dakota got close to Aki and I got a love note. It was more of a "like" note since it said, "I like you." Vanney seemed flustered after we returned back too. She must of got one too. From who? Who knows. Probably from Ruri. He has a thing for girls with glasses. They look good on her. It was surprising to see her wearing them. Oh. Speaking of glasses. That's who I got the like note from. Nerdrum's brother Ani. I thought he was more like Dakota, doesn't give a **** who it is as long as it's a host...or something like that. Guess not. But isn't it against the rules for the hosts to date someone. I'll have to ask the king. Any way, I didn't think Ani was gay...or even bi for that matter. Maybe he ment to give it to someone else. Whatever. I'll just have to play with him a bit and see what comes of it. And keep it a secret...who knows how Nerdrum will act...and Sonnet. I don't know who i'm scared of more. haha...
Sonnet June 3, 2009
Viktor was acting strange earlier. Said it was nothing, but I don't believe him. I'll pester him tomorrow. Good night.
Dakota June 3, 2009
Oh! Ruri's brother is really cute! I wonder why he isn't in the host club too. I wonder if all of Ruri-sama's brothers are hot. Then I might have to visit. It would be like heaven. sigh...Me and Ani are camping outside. One more person doesn't hurt. Actually it's more fun...but I'll have to be careful....
Today wasn't as eventful. Every just played in the lake and stuff. I did see Aki today and Kurau and Yiska have been acting like a couple. Wtf. Everyone thought it was so cute. I thought it was sick. but whatever...i'm not into the whole lovey dovey ****.
Oh. Also saw Ani sleeping with Lars. Wtf. Then I get a letter saying that's he's sorry. Whatever. Not that I cared.
Sonnet called me a shadow again today. I have no idea what she meant. Then she said, "Then why do you get upset. You know exactly what I mean." **** I have to deal with all this nonsense along with my parents and the heart to heart they want to have.
I think I'll sleep tomorrow. All this is getting me depressed. At times like this I usually get high...but none of that here...
Sonnet June 4, 2009
Yiska and Kauru finally hit it off. Looks like everyone’s finding love.
I saw it again. Vik’s face without that silly mask. He knows what I mean by him being a shadow. He just won’t admit it but he does.
Tomorrow’s the dance I think. Should be fun. I’m having a super time.
Dakota June 4, 2009
Nothing really happened. Just played on the beach.
Dakota June 21, 2009 I put on my school pants this moring and they were short. My aunt had to take the hem down 5 inches! 5 inches!! And I had to borrow one of her painting shirts cause the sleaves on mine were short. And I have to roll up the sleaves to my blazer. And my hands are huge! I can a fit them around a whole can of juice! And girls are hitting on me! This is just all really weird.
My biggest problem is the host club. I think all the lies are starting to catch up with me. One that I'm not a student at Ouran, I'm not a girl, I'm not rich, I'm not related to Jeremy Fisher, and I'm not sick! Soon my voice is going to start changing and it will just be ****!
My aunt asked me if I really wanted to be a girl or if I just liked guys and I don't know. I have to think it over. I need to get a rain check because all this give me a headache.
