Sigh. It seems like I've been roped into going to a camping trip with the host club members and some clients. Thankfully that means that I won't have to wear a bathingsuit. I don't even like the outdoors anymore. I know there is going to be a bonfire too, I don't know what I'm going to do about that. Thankfully Torrin is sharing a cabin with me. He's so nice that sometimes it's hard to believe. Though, he does have his...how should I put it...not exactly smart moments.
P.S. Can't wait to see Ruri in his bathingsuit.
-Aki
-- Edited by Jem on Friday 29th of May 2009 08:05:43 AM
I can't believe it! I got one of Reid's guitar picks! Thank you soooooo much Alexis! I can't wait until the camping trip. Hehehe. I got the cabin right next to Reid's!
-Alice
-- Edited by Jem on Thursday 28th of May 2009 12:08:04 PM
I'm getting more and more lonely sitting in the classroom eating by myself. Maybe I should join the others in the lunch room for once? I'm not sure. They probably entertain clients even there! I don't mind being lonely, though. I guess I'm used to it.
I was having a slow day with the clients yesterday. Meaning none. Maybe I'm not as good as I tried to be anymore.
LOL XDDD Alice... You silly girl!! MAKINSUSHI WILL LOVE YOU 8D
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Ruri: “Osdeo:jo:ae' (It’s raining again)… my sorrow - once shallow puddles of longing - grows deeper… your eyes, the Ë:ní'ta:'(moon) of my soul… sway the tides of my deepening ocean of tears *shed fake tear*
Camping trip. I don't want to go. Simple as that. I'm being dragged along and if I don't go I fear that in the middle of the night they might come and kidnap me just so that I will go. I almost forgot that my birthday is next month.
I've noticed that Ruri has been...not himself lately. Maybe it has something to do with his awful brother. I don't like him, mainly because he's so horrible to Ruri. Maybe I'll confront him about it while camping? I'm not sure yet.
Maybe this camping thing won't be too bad. It is nice. Nothing like the last camping trip I took. Of course, these are rich people. I can't go swimming because if I brought my swimsuit the clients we brought would know my secret. I guess it's just nice to watch the others have fun. Makes me happy knowing they're having fun.
I'm a little scared about the bonfire, though. I don't know what I'm going to do about that.
-Aki
-- Edited by Jem on Monday 1st of June 2009 08:31:22 PM
It was really sweet of Dakota to sit with me for awhile ont he beach since I...didn't have my bathing suit. That's my excuse, anyway. I already know what I'm going to do about the bonfire. Hide behind a tree under a blanket. It's a good plan because they can't say I wasn't there.
I'm kind of nervous about the cabin thing, too. I know Torrin is a really nice guy and helpful, but I have to push him out of the cabin just so I can get dressed. It's unconfrotable if he's in there.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I didn't leave the cabin all day today. I didn't even eat anything. I haven't been hungry for the past few days here. I don't like this place, really. Everyone seems to be having fun. That just makes me more depressed... I don't know if depressed is the right word to use, though.
I felt bad for lying to Torrin. I told him I was sick and I wasn't leaving all day. I wouldn't even come out from under the covers to tell him. I don't even think I'll go to the campfire dance. Or maybe I will. I want to see Ruri dance. It's obvious that Vanney likes him. He'll probably like her too. I just want to go home and I really wish I could quit the Host Club. It was starting to get fun, but now...I don't know.
It's...kind of nice to be in here alone. But the same time it's just too lonely. I hope Torrin didn't tell anyone that I'm "sick". I doubt they'd do anything...but just incase I don't want any of them to worry or anything.
I feel bad that Torrin belives me so much about me being sick. Every now and then I just cough or sneeze. I mean, it's not that hard to trick aomeone into thinking you're sick. I just feel bad that he seems to worried about me. Dakota too.
I haven't been to the Host Club since the camping trip. I even missed a few days of school. Ii actually feel like I am sick, though I know I'm not. I feel bad for not going to the host club and I know that when I go back they'll do or say something, but I can't help but feel out of place there. Or maybe that's not the right term. They are like a family to me and maybe that's what I hate. I already had one family break apart I don't want another.
